“I don’t have the muscle of self-pity.”
One day you get a call from your friend Lin-Manuel Miranda.
“I’ve got this thing I’m working on,” he says. “Are you interested?”
Without thought or question, Utkarsh Ambudkar jumps at the opportunity.
That ‘thing’ happened to be a little play you might have heard of called Hamilton.
And the part wasn’t just any part. It was the leading turn as Aaron Burr — a role Utkarsh originated on-stage at Lincoln Center.
Unfortunately, the stage lights on Utkarsh would soon dim. Dedication was foiled by ego. Partying took precedence over the work. In a word, he just couldn’t seem to get out of his own way. And so before Hamilton even really became HAMILTON, Lin was compelled to let Utkarsh go.
This role of a lifetime, it seemed, would not be Utkarsh’s to claim after all.
It’s a turn of events that ultimately brought Utkarsh to his knees. Perhaps for the very first time, he was forced to reckon with himself honestly — one important link in a chain of events that would eventually lead Utkarsh to a singular, profound realization that would indelibly change his life forever: he had to change. Not just one thing, but everything.
An actor, musician, rapper and NYU Tisch School of The Arts graduate, Utkarsh is best known for his standout performances in movies like Pitch Perfect, Barbershop, Million Dollar Arm and Basmati Blues as well as television shows like The Mindy Project and White Famous. One of many South Asian actors making a recent but undeniable stamp on Hollywood, Utkarsh’s latest movie is Blindspotting, a powerful new film starring Hamilton’s Daveed Diggs that rocked audiences at Sundance this past winter and will be screening in select U.S. cities starting July 20.
When he isn’t in front of the camera, Utkarsh can be found on stage with his friends as part of Freestyle Love Supreme, the hip hop improv crew that includes none other than Hamilton creator Lin-Manuel Miranda himself, or making music — check out his EP Bang Bang and his ‘hauntingly beautiful’ cover rendition of The Proclaimers’ 500 Miles.
Perhaps his biggest opportunity to date, Utkarsh recently decamped for a six-month stint in New Zealand where he is working on the Disney big-budget, live-action production of Mulan.
Beyond his formidable performative gifts, Utkarsh has an infectious enthusiasm for life. A friend for several years, I have to come to really love this young man. It’s been a privilege to observe him mature into his talent, take ownership of his life, and share his huge heart and what he has learned for the benefit of others.
Today he shares his story.
This is a conversation about what it means to cultivate a creative life. It’s about confronting Hollywood stereotypes. And it’s a frank exchange about battling and overcoming an addiction that nearly destroyed a young life and a promising career before it barely even began.
Raw and unedited, Utkarsh’s tale is powerful, certain to both move and inspire.
My hope is that you see in him what I see — the power of true sobriety to shape a person into that which they were always meant to be.
So together, let’s celebrate the life of Utkarsh Ambudkar.
Peace + Plants,
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Background, Context & Reference:
- Connect with Utkarsh: Twitter | Instagram | YouTube | IMDb
- Listen to Utkarsh on SoundCloud: UTKarsh
- TruTV: The Problem With Apu | Hari Kondabolu
- YouTube: 500 MILES – Utkarsh Ambudkar + Janina Gavankar
- YouTube: Sunrise | Freestyle Love Supreme
- YouTube: Blindspotting (2018 Movie) Official Trailer | Lionsgate Movies
- YouTube: The Big Sick: Official US Trailer | Amazon Studios
- Radiolab Podcast: Hard Knock Life | Utkarsh Ambudkar, Dave Goulson and Lin-Manuel Miranda
- Hollywood Reporter: Disney’s ‘Mulan’ Casts ‘Pitch Perfect’ Actor Utkarsh Ambudkar by Mia Galuppo
- Deadline: ‘Mulan’: Utkarsh Ambudkar & Ron Yuan Added To Disney’s Live-Action Adaptation by Amanda N’Duka
- Stage Buddy: Interview: From ‘Hamilton’ to Bollywood There’s Nothing Utkarsh Ambudkar Can’t Do by Jose Solis
- The Baltimore Times: Busy Baltimore Actor Continues to ‘Push the Envelope’
- Decider: Watch Out For ‘White Famous’ Scene-Stealer Utkarsh Ambudkar by Lea Palmieri
- Brown Girl Magazine: 11 Reasons Why We Love Utkarsh Ambudkar by Antara Mason
- Brown Girl Magazine: ‘Basmati Blues’ Isn’t a Winner, But Utkarsh Ambudkar is on His Way to Stardom by Sarah Khan
- Jezebel: Let Utkarsh Ambudkar Rap His Way Into Your Heart by Laura Beck
Notable People Discussed in today’s podcast:
- Lin Manuel Miranda: composer, lyricist, playwright, and actor of Puerto Rican ancestry best known for creating and starring in the Broadway musicals In the Heights and Hamilton
- Hank Azaria: actor, voice actor, comedian and producer. He is known for starring in and voicing numerous characters in the The Simpsons
- Mindy Kaling: actress, comedian, and writer. From 2005 to 2013, she played Kelly Kapoor in the NBC sitcom The Office
- Aziz Anssari: actor and comedian. He is known for his role as Tom Haverford on the NBC series Parks and Recreation
- Dante Basco: actor, voice actor, and dancer. He is known for his voice-over work in video games, movies and TV shows
- Kal Penn: actor, comedian, producer, and college instructor. Former White House Associate Director of Public Engagement
- Dev Patel: actor whose breakthrough came in 2008 with the leading role of Jamal Malik in Slumdog Millionaire*, which won the Academy Award for Best Picture, and for which he was nominated for the BAFTA Award for Best Actor and the SAG Award for Best Supporting Actor
- Hari Kondabolu: stand-up comic, actor, filmmaker, and podcast host. He is best known for his comedy on subjects such as race, identity, inequality and the LGBT community
- Riz Ahmed: also known as by his stage name, Riz MC, is a British Pakistani actor, rapper, and activist
- Tommy Kail: film and theatre director, known for directing the Off-Broadway and Broadway productions of Lin-Manuel Miranda’s musicals In the Heights and Hamilton
- Om Puri: (1950 – 2017) was an Indian actor who appeared in mainstream commercial Indian films, as well as independent and art films
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